its mira all the way

its mothers day

2010-05-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

Hi all..

Guess what.. today didnt really go as we planned.. It mother's day.. Everybody celebrates mothers everywhere.. And here I say, we did celebrate it.. But, we celebrate it without my mother..

Long story short, she stood us up.. Instead, she would rather go and have facial by herself than spend the day with us.. Her children and husband.. Her family.. This is such a dissappointment.. She was supposed to be there.. but, whats the point.. We did it to make her feel appreciated.. But how about us? Doesnt she appreciate us at all? We've put a lot of effort and time to get it altogether and tried so hard to keep it a secret from her.. We revealed the secret in the morning.. she said that she was so eager to join us (from what i heard) but, where was she? at the spa.. and there we were.. waiting for 2 hours for her.. We have feelings too y'know!! A mother indeed..

I came home, she didnt even say I'm sorry.. nothing.. havent even talked to me for the whole day.. was I the one who is avoiding her or was she the one who doesnt care? I still cant let this go.. and I dont think I can forgive her that easy..

back from MIA..

2010-04-20T20:50:00.002+08:00

hello..

I know.. I know.. I have not been updating.. *guilty feeling* but, I will be active again from now on.. Anyway, I have a lot to share.. My schedule is really hectic and as well tight since last time..

Here's what's going on in my life right now..

MONDAY :
8.00 am - 5.00 pm : work
6.30* pm - 10.00* pm : netball training (time is subject to change)
9.00 pm - 10.00 pm : study

TUESDAY :
8.00 am - 5.00 pm : work
5.30 pm - 6.30 pm : softball (just started)
7.30 pm - 9.30 pm : tutoring

WEDNESDAY :
8.00 am - 5.00 pm : work
6.30* pm - 10.00* pm : netball training (time is subject to change)

THURSDAY :
8.00 am - 5.00 pm : work
6.00 pm - 7.00 pm : study

FRIDAY :
8.00 am - 5.00 pm : work
7.30 pm - 9.30 pm : tutoring

SATURDAY :
10.00 am - 11.00 am : driver's ed. (only temporary)
afternoon : movie outing

SUNDAY :
10.00 am - 11.00 am : driver's ed. (only temporary)

so basically, that's it.. what I have been doing for the past few weeks.. and owh.. I'll be joining PSK.. for netball.. :) anyway, will update again soon.. I'm actually doing my tutoring right now! LOL!

ciao.. =)

just an info

2009-12-23T21:52:00.001+08:00

will be heading of to KK starting tomorrow.. departure time will be 6 am.. gawd! thats too early.. =__=

anyway, hopefully there is internet at the hotel.. will try to update on the trip there.. so yeah.. all the best! =)

smile =)

2009-12-23T02:47:00.003+08:00

Smile, though your heart is aching

Smile, even though it's breaking

When there are clouds in the sky

You'll get by...

If you smile

With your pain and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just...

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just...

Smile, though your heart is aching

Smile, even though it's breaking

When there are clouds in the sky

You'll get by...

If you smile

Through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile

another day of fishing

2009-12-21T02:34:00.003+08:00

t'was slow today. although the breeze at Serasa Beach was mighty fine. the whole family was there fishing today. siuuk! Ngah Na's family, except for Uncle Haji, was still a beginner at casting the line.. it was so damn funny to see. hehe.

today, my family caught a total of four fishes. i still dont know the names of the fishes. =__=" and i didnt even bother asking them. haha! i caught one fish. yet again. mirul caught one, and azri caught two. he always wins. sasak jua ku tu! haha!

and and a terrible thing just happened tadi. i saw Jun there. t'was a terrible evening for me. cant believe i saw my ex of 1 year + there when i was there to relax. but yeah whatever. he's getting married isoon anyway. i dont wanna bother him lagi. but truthfully, i fell hard for him when we were toghether. when we were together, our relationship was the only one that i actually put a lot of effort to make it work. but when i said that i wanted a break, i just cant believe that he actually got engaged with someone else! sigh~ what to do. i guess im just his toy. and i realised that too late.

p.s : i need another cheer up moment with grul and adib.. ='(

t'was a great day to fish

2009-12-19T21:46:00.002+08:00

like, OMG! i actually caught a fish today. hehe. me and my family went fishing today at Serasa Beach. it's my first catch of the year. Despite of the drama at home yesterday, i let go of the anger and just went fishing. surprisingly, fishing actually relaxes me. and i actually enjoyed myself.

there had been a struggle between me and the bait. i seriously had issues with it, since we're using LIVE bait! it was so slimy and they are always constantly moving. urgh! i hated them until at about 1 hour after few castings, i got the hang of handing them. THANK GOD!! but it did made my hand smell.. but whatever.

owh and also i realised today that Serasa Beach is in need of toilets!? i had to go by car from one end to another just to get to the toilet there. like come on, somebody do something about it. please. and also, the lights weren't even working.. =__=

but with all the happenings today, it was really a great day to fish. the whole family caught about 30 fishes today and mummy is serving it for dinner tonight. but i only managed to catch one. its better than no catch at all right? hehe.. it was really worth the wait. sorry for no pictures. was having too much fun to take any photos just now. maybe next time =)

yet another return

2009-12-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

hello.. the end of this year really has its ups and downs.. but i sure do can point out the best days i've had this month and also the passing year.. since its almost new year, i do have a resolution in mind.

i am what i am. i cannot change that. what i've learnt is to never seek love from others, but seek acceptance. i've learnt that the hard way this year. =) and i'll never make the same mistake over and over again. thanks dear friends, you are the best i've had. that also points out to my girly cuzzies.. i LOVE kamu! xD

i've met a few interesting people this year. and thanks to my best friend, Adib Matzidi, you've opened my eyes to a whole new meaning in life. and made me realise what i truly yearn for in life. to Amal Nabillah Affendy, i miss you babe, hope you're well in kent. hope to see you next year. and bet on it, i'll take you for ambuyat. i promise you that. i owe you guys so much! for Nazirol Haiyat, you are what i needed. a breath of fresh air, thanks for introducing me to your girly friends. =) and thanks to Adib, for introducing him to me. Grul, kau lah abg yg ku sayang berabis! you so get me, even if we've only just met.. i love and sayang kamu tiga! xD

best ever memory this year would have to be prom and the camp trip. i've finally let go and enjoyed the whole time. no complaints. it went just perfect. xD but the worst, there's a lot of 'em i tell you. 1st, during A level exam, i got admitted due to gastric, constipation and stress. then, just this month, my parents cant stop nagging about why they want me at home all the time. im grounded during my holiday break. how fucked up is that? urgh. and whats more, i had an endoscopy. it was the longest 3 min ever. *feels like throwing up just thinking about it*

well, i guess that pretty much sums out the activities, the ups and downs i've had this year. i cant wait what 2010 will bring me. i just hope it'll be better next year. i'll keep on praying for that. =)

UPDATES!!

2009-02-18T18:02:00.003+08:00

i am soooo sorry!! couldnt even get my hands on a PC there past few weeks..

owh and here are some updates people:

on i think 30th jan,our router got stolen.. so there's like NO internet at home anymore.. like come on.. who in their right mind would steal a router??? that's so damn off.. like come on~ what are they going to do with it without a line???

owh babah belayar last week..he went to UK.. he got me these Letts books.. which i think is not very useful to me.. since its just a revision book.. well, for chemistry and physics it is useful.. but i dont think for maths and english literature it would be any use. like comeon.. for maths, i just need a formula book and a few examples.. while for literature, i just need to trust my understanding.. mahal2 saja wah membali babah ahh.. you shoul've called first y'know~~~

started tuition for maths 2 weeks ago.. the class is awesome! siuk kali ahh.. buleeh.. coz the teacher is siuk. she shares experiences and stories with us.. which made the class not as dull as it is in school. i could actually study there.. and i actually understood what she's trying to explain.. thanks wardi.. =D i owe ya..

this year.. is a very2 stressful year for me.. sigh~ this is not fair.. there's no more time for fun and games.. exams are coming near. and its only about 3 months to go to AS exams.. while 7 months to A2 exams.. AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

so anyways people.. till next time.. pray that there will be internet i could use again.. =S

ciao.. x0x0

tagged by wardi

2008-12-29T16:30:00.004+08:00

1.Do you think you're hot?
- i dont think i am.. bute i like being cute.. =)

2.upload a favourite picture of you

3.why do you like that picture?
- coz i look cute and innocent.. XD

4.when was the last time you ate pizza?
- err.. 2 days ago.. home made kali ahhh..

5.the last song you listened to?
- too late by stevie hoang

6.What are you doing now besides this?
- relaxing =)

7.What name you prefer besides yours?
- miranda or adriana.. lol..

8.People i tag
- edah, lufy, izun, ayu, mirul

9.Number 2 is having a relationship with?
- he's single.. kan lufy??

10.Say something about number 5
- he's my annoying, lame, brother..

11.How about number 4?
- she's my sweet, shy and cute cuzzie.. come on you can tell by the name..

12.Who is number 3?
- my dear lawa cousin

so far

2008-12-26T00:56:00.002+08:00

day 1

ok here goes.. the trip started out bad.. i went home at around 4.30 am. right after hanging out with wardi, hong, ash, amal and yahya.. then i didnt sleep until it was 5.30, went for a bath, and then did a last minute check on the luggage.. so while mummy was busy yapping and babah busy carrying all our luggage into the car, i was searching for tudong.. cant believe that i'm willing to wear tudong in Singapore.. lol..

so anyways, after that we arrived soon at the airport, checked in and stuff.. so i got into tha aeroplane right.. and i think i dozed off.. right then, the stewardess was saying "excuse me miss?" in a very loud and sharp voice.. i woke up immediately right after.. the ride was really bumpy and shaky since there was iar turbulence.. so yeah.. anyway, she spilled hot tea all over me!!!! it was HOT!!! like hell.. seriously.. my day just couldnt get any worse..

but somehow it did.. babu muda picked us up by the airport, i dozed off again in the van, and when we arrived, i had to carry up some luggage! it was so damn heavy and i think my back was about to break.. like seriously.. and then arrived at babu muda's apartment, i fell asleep coz i was really tired.. and guess what.. i fell asleep sitting on the couch.. well, a singles couch that is.. i woke up around midnight to realise that.. and i looked around, everybody was already asleep.. and there was no room for me to sleep.. soo guess what, i continued on sleeping on the couch.. *sigh!*

day 2

woke up with back pain! like what would you expect.. i slept on a sofa for goodness sake.. so anyway, woke up at aroun 5 and babu muda was up.. she was yapping, talking to herself angrily.. it was pretty annoying really.. but what the hell.. i dont really cared.. so i went back to sleep.. woke up again at around 8 and went straight for a shower.. picked up nurul at the airport at around 9 and waited for her till 10.. the went to Gelang by MRT to buy my nasi ayam madu.. then off to Suntec City for carefore.. there i had blisters on my foot till i had to buy new shoes.. i should've worn flats instead of heels.. OUCH!

went back home, not much going on in the afternoon, then went to Orchard road at around 10pm.. there were decorations.. and decorated cars (tanglung) it was awesome.. then did a midnight sale shopping.. murah wahh like berabis.. at giordano.. hehe.. bought a few from there.. and did some shopping for the GBLs, so far i onky found amal's.. panjang lagi masa.. the others punya will come soon.. just you wait.. XD

well, its already 1.13 am now.. and i'm not yet asleep.. well, i'll be online if you need me.. ciao..

p.s : I MISS BRUNEII!!!

tagged by lufy.. =D

2008-12-15T01:37:00.003+08:00

1.What's the relationship of you and her/him?
= a friend / online buddy

2.Your 4 impressions towards her/him:
= wow he could bake
= smart ass!
= cali jua ahh
= ManU fan all the way!

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you?
= crazy ass . . . mcm th aku inda tdgr tu kamu bckp ah.. =p

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you?
= played that ManU song outside time BBQ.. haha

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will
= he's waaaaay too young for me.. =P

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will
= make him my friend

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on
= Umm, ntah hahaha.. i barely know the guy.. lol

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is
= a fight

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him?
= beibun sama ia

10. The overall impression of her/him
= he's a very nice guy.. =D

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
= Umm ntah.. lol

12. The characteristics that you think have, are?
= err.. idk.. let the people say it out.. lol

13. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself, is
= doubtful mind

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
= si Miranda Kerr.. hahah Xp

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them?
= Thanks for caring XD

16. 10 people you tag:
1. wardi
2.Edah
3.wani
4.Amal
5.Akmal
6.izun
7.Ayu
8.Fifi
9.Bibi
10.Abhar

17. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
= si bazli

18. No.3 a male or female?
= female

19. If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
= they dont even know each other

20. How about no.5 and no.8?
= Possible? hell NO! XD

21. What is no.1 studying about?
= maths, literature, socio

22. Is no.4 single?
= No

23. Say something about no.6
= she is the very very2 lawa and she is a very good listener and she gives advice that are useful.. especially for me.. since i dont have much guidance in my life.. =) thanks cuzzy.. ailabiu

camping for the weekend

2008-12-15T01:09:00.004+08:00

alright.. here's a summary of 2 days worth of last minute planned camping trip.. it was an utter mess.. lol.. but even though it was like that, we actually made our camping trip fun and memorable.. sunset by the beach, walking by the beach under the full shining moon, it was a very romantic setting.. and thank god i have the family to experiece them with.. and also new friends (who are apparently our neighbours.. but i just found that out last night).. it was very2 siuk.. and we had BBQs and a bonfire made.. awesome setting.. just wished i had my friends sharing them with me.. but apparently, since it was a last minute thing, i couldnt manage to invite all of them.. and those i had invited inda dapat datang due to certain difficulties.. but luckily one did.. si Mash.. and yess.. thanks for coming mash.. so even though i didnt actually get a wink of sleep last night, we played monopoly (batah sudah ni ah inda main.. lupa wah macam mana) just to pass the time.. and having midnight strolls and playing football by the beach..

owh i really do wish i could show you my experiences.. but i only managed to take a few pics.. coz, I FORGOT THE CAMERA.. =S

BBQ anyone?

show in kaki.. check!

galap ari eehhh

i'm crazed

2008-12-06T01:59:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!!!! i sooooo soooo love this song.. as soon as i heard it i have been trying to find a download to this song.. but no such luck so far.. =(

all i could find were the lyrics and yeah the mp3 on imeem.. have a listen to it.. ehe..

walau mendung..

cahaya tetap menembusi awan..

begitu juga dengan sikap mu yang selalu menceria kan..

ku kucup..

dahi mu..

usap kan air mata mu..

tapi semua itu..

tak pernah terjadi..

kerna semua hanya mimpi..

ku sesali kerna tidak berada di depan mu..

di saat ku ada ruang untuk meluah kan segala nya...

kini kau di miliki dan aku hanya mampu melihat mu..

walau pun hati ini selalu ingin memeluk tubuh mu..

ingin ku melupakan mu tapi ku tak termampu..

kini ku sendiri mengenang mimpi bersama mu..

untuk bersama mu..

walau sesaat..

walau hujan..

haruman nya tetap menyegar kan..

begitu juga dengan sikap mu yang selalu menerang kan..

ku peluk tubuh mu dan ku belai lembut jiwa mu..

tapi semua itu tak mungkin terjadi..

kerna semua itu hanya mimpi..

ku sesali kerna tidak berada di depan mu..

di saat ku ada ruang untuk meluah kan segala nya...

kini kau di miliki dan aku hanya mampu melihat mu..

walau pun hati ini selalu ingin memeluk tubuh mu..

ingin ku melupakan mu tapi ku tak termampu..

kini ku sendiri mengenang mimpi bersama mu..

untuk bersama mu..

walau sesaat..

day 1

2008-12-01T16:47:00.002+08:00

its the first day of the school term holiday.. and i am seriously bored.. got nothing to do but sit at home.. owh2.. i got my phone back! i missed it.. it has been 3 months since the confiscation..

hmm.. i wonder what the others are up to.. owh2 i've met a few people the past few days.. quite interesting characters.. seriously.. X)

izuuuuuuuun.. get well soon.. seriously.. i cant wait to go out with all you girls.. i miss you guys!!!!

GBLs.. bila lepak lagi? saun2 yeah.. =D

what we did

2008-11-20T12:00:00.005+08:00

hey.. sorry that i havent been updating much lately.. internet signal is panat at home.. so yeah.. anyways, here is some pictures that fadhillah, mufidah and i took with my webcam in the library on Monday.. enjoy.. =D (its a crazy one.. trust me.. haha)

anti-adieu

2008-10-31T07:11:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I don't know what to do
cause I'm always thinking about you
all the times we had together
I hope they last forever
and every single word you ever said
goes round and round inside my head
jus promise me that you'll be true
and I'll go crazy over you

[chorus]
Say everything is fine.
Don't let me waste my time
your eyes will always shine
forever lost in mine
lost in mine

I'm so caught up in yesterday
I run out of things to say
the only thing that I can't see
is life without you here with me
I hope you'll call me on the phone
cause I don't want to be alone
somehow you make this all ok
and all my problems go away

[chorus]

so i'll just keep it all inside
coz i'm just that type of guy
you're everything i want thats why
i never want to say goodbye

[chorus]

sleepless night

2008-10-31T06:53:00.002+08:00

ok.. i know.. from the title you might think i might be having a love crisis.. or revisions the whole night.. but thats not quite it.. although.. my last paper on AS exam will be on today this afternoon at 2.30.. but seriously.. i havent been revising the whole night.. maybe later.. i'm too lazy for it now.. but yeah..

i wa actually busy chatting with adib last night.. haha.. he is such a clown sometimes.. its never boring to chat with him.. we always come up with really crazy topics everytime.. haha.. so yeah.. it was fun.. X) owh and the reason i stayed up late also was because before i went online, i was helping Ngah Yah with clearing out the dishes after her open house yesterday.. a lot came.. also including those cute guys who are friends of my cousins.. and yeah.. you guessed it.. CUCI MATA KALI AH.. hahahaha

well, its already morning.. i better get some shut eye soon.. ciao.. X)

a shoulder to cry on

2008-10-29T09:57:00.003+08:00

having friends are one of the many gifts that are bestowed upon us.. but not all of them are true friends.. well, i have found mine.. they always have my back.. they are always there when i need them.. and for sure i can count on them..

the GBL family

but what i love the most of having a friend.. is the fact that he (my best friend) is always at my back.. lift me up when i fall.. and what's most touching of all.. he's always there when i need him.. thanks adib.. you're the best.. X)

the rose given by adib with my lappy on.. X)

in GBL

2008-10-25T11:46:00.002+08:00

currently raya-ing with GBL.. was fun.. Wardi brought along ce cream cake from DQ.. NYAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!!! thank you wardi.. owh and i brought along my chocholate moist cake.. ramai yang makan.. ada pulang belabih.. but they said it was not bad.. X) owh tadi we went to the dining hall.. berabis ramai orang.. the dining hall was really packed.. and i think right there's an on-going skit.. yeah but i decided to go up to our spot.. panas wah.. berabiss.. i cant stand the hot-ness.. panas udah Brunei ani.. but panas lagi dalam dining atu wahh.. berabiss..

well, anyways, i wanna go back hanging with the guys.. ciao~ X)

i miss..

2008-10-25T05:13:00.002+08:00

i miss him..

i miss my friends in PDS (2003-2006)..

i miss GBL..

i miss my E61i..

i miss my childhood past..

i miss Madewa..

i miss my dad's corn soup..

i miss travelling..

i miss just about everything in the past.. even if there was the sorrows and happiness.. it's still life.. it's my life.. even the little things could change and effect my life in a big way.. i miss a lot of things.. wishing i could have back everything in an instant.. then i wont have to miss anything.. if only i could travel in time.. i could just go back and live the moment.. if only i could..

preparations for open school

2008-10-25T05:00:00.002+08:00

ok here's the deal.. its 5:02 am and i'm baking again! haha.. and guess what.. my cake is currently in the oven now.. baking.. X) i'm gonna be bringing my moist chocholate cake fro today's open school at MD.. =) this is going to be fun.. i wanna spend time with fellow GBL later on and celebrate my raya with them.. this will add on to the fun memories we have together before half of us will be moving to MD's sister school in katok.. =S i just wish that we wont have to move so that all of us will be together till graduation.. well, better just make most of the time we have left..

p.s : i'm gonna miss you guys!!! =(

boring day at school

2008-10-22T08:10:00.004+08:00

hey people..

yeah i know.. i havent been updating lately.. thats because my connection at home is so f**ked up that i have to wait till school time so i could update.. that is even if my dad would borrow me his iBook.. my dell is condemned.. so to say.. it cant even startup.. how f**ked up is that..

owh anyway, i'm really moving along a new path today.. heck, i even bothered studying for maths yesterday.. haha.. that is a rare sight.. seriously.. my exam is on friday next week.. and that would be my last paper for AS level.. hopefully i dont have to take it again June next year.. pray for me people that i got an A or atleast a B for maths.. that would mean a lot.. free from maths till end of next year! =D

anyway, that GBLs are really quiet more than usual today.. it will be much quieter starting next year.. well, i think next year is coming sooner than i thought.. Yunni is quitting school.. she's gonna enroll up in technical school.. well, half of the people hanging out in GBL spot will be moved to katok soon.. gosh i'm gonna miss hanging out here.. especially with the people.. sigh~ its better if i just make most of the time i got left with them..

well, yeah.. thats all i got for now.. =) will update nanti.. X) hopefully soon.. ciao.. =D

another day

2008-10-06T04:46:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.. :) the school term is about to start in a few hours.. and god i'm still not asleep.. lol.. i wonder how i am going to get by for a long day at school later.. i was otp with a friend.. he's no. 37.. hee.. one of the few people that i am very close to.. its like, ever since i knew him, we couldnt stop making each other laugh.. even if we're being serious, we'll end up laughing in the end.. pretty siuk lah with him..

owh right.. later GBLs sambut raya in school.. :D yay.. owh2.. GBL member, fadhil @ kid had his birthday yesterday.. :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY KID.. he's 19 but he doesnt look like he's over 16.. for real..

well, i should be off then.. got school in a few hour.. i need my sleep.. :) ciao~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2008-10-02T18:43:00.002+08:00

here's a quick shout out to all you guys.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.. hope you guys have a blast on this year's raya.. owh raya atu, raya jua.. exam ampir jangan lupa.. :) *peace*

sleeeeeeeeepover~~~

2008-09-26T00:11:00.001+08:00

sleepover at edah's.. :D hahaha.. having a blast cerita2 pasal kan mengubah suai bilik.. and gossipping about guys and cousins and friends.. haha.. duhh~~ girls wah ni.. haha.. :P im out~ wanna have fun.. hee~

i'm back.. for now.. :D

2008-09-25T22:50:00.003+08:00

yo peeps.. aku masih grounded.. haha.. gosh i miss you GBLs.. owh right.. my WiFi di rumah is acting up as usual.. so i wont be blogging so often now.. well, its also coz my lappy ada start up problem.. so i had to ree format my lappy.. and my phone is still with si Lina.. urgh! i dunno when they will gimme back my phone.. dude, mun expired line ku tu kamu membayar!! you hear me!!!

owh.. i'm still missing si Mr. 984.. babah inda lagi berapa marah2 pasal ia.. :) so its all cool.. :) GBL, saya tetap akan setia dengan kamu.. gagaga.. apakan~~~ bah peace out for now.. :D

night out with GBL

2008-09-18T12:04:00.003+08:00

hey guys.. i know its a day after, but yeah.. my internet connection at home is acting up.. as usual.. so yeah.. hey remember when i said us GBL sungkai-ing together? yeah so we did.. we came in early.. :D by about 5 cematu.. siuk kami at big papas really.. we were playing 'loser UNO' again.. haha.. and yeah we took a lot of pictures.. still waiting for akim and wardi to gimme the picts though..

so anyway, we had a blast at big papas.. right after, we decided to go to the beach.. Jerudong beach to be exact.. i followed Mash's car.. so like, before going to the beach, i decided to bring them home kajap, get some snacks and a few drinks.. while dorang yang ikut Hong's car, went to buy badil and bunga api.. and guessed what.. kami berabis main the bunga api di pantai ah.. haha.. it was fun.. eventhough dorang guys atu crazy at times.. you what they did, they aimed the fireworks at people, i dunno who, threw badil near me.. so i went running so fast that i actually almost cried ketakutan.. jahat wah dorang ah.. ahaha..

owh so like, it was already 10.30 and amal's mom alum came on calling.. and di pantai jerudong pun kinda dull and plus i have to get home before my parents do.. so we all went to my place.. hajat kan main game guitar hero pulang.. but then, amal's mom called suruh ia balik immediately.. so i dunno any furthur details coz i had to stay home.. and you guys, my dad inda marah.. just concerned.. udah kamu balik, he was cool.. :)

p.s : GBL RAWKS!!! we should do it again next time..

p.s.s : yun, sorry you werent there.. minyak nada.. :S

last day.. =D

2008-09-16T12:02:00.001+08:00

wohooooooooooooooo!!! LAST DAY OF SCHOOL MAN!! guess what.. Mash, Yan and I went cruisin in the morning.. haha.. very2 the panat one.. especially Yan.. datang sekolah pakai baju biasa saja ya.. padahal ia ada geo class.. lol.. and uhh.. guess what.. we called, si Mash, padahal to terikah baju skulah nya coz her place tutup karan..

so anyway, we called Mash right~ and then kan.. inda jadi wah ke rumah nya.. ke Kiulab pulang kami.. so yeah since later sungkai with the GBL.. we decided to go to the venue and yeah.. tarus book seats sana.. so like, guess berapa orang coming? i'll give you a range.. more than 15, less than 20.. so like yeah.. so we booked for 22 just in case..

cant wait for the big event later, sungkai with the GBL.. :D *iski~*

p.s : I WANT MY PHONE BACK!!! :'(

how it got worst

2008-09-15T13:13:00.000+08:00

everything went really bad.. when i say bad, its bad, BAAAD.. ok here's the deal.. this morning kan, my dad phoned the school.. so like, in my head, yes.. my phone will be with me soon.. but NOOO! the principal said tunggu kana panggil.. so like, dude, come on.. so i got pissed off right, so i insisted to go to school..

so like, when i arrived, here comes Yan.. she was like "eh tadi ada cikgu liatkan gambar ku sama si Yun sama kau Mira eh" so i was like, "WTH?!" so kami terclick lah.. tantu comfirm my phine kana check tu.. like WTF! that is like sooooooo uhh.. whats the term? INVASION OF PRIVACY? yeah thats about it.. like come on man.. they could get sued for that kan? banar eh.. its like so fucked up berabis sudah.. urrgghh.. they're like trying to blow my brains out.. time2 puasa wah dorang buat hal ani.. inda buduh dari mana tu?

kan dalam minit, the ministry only instructed the teacher confiscate the mobile phones right? yang dorang labish sampai tercheck2 my folder ani apa? seriously, if im not jenis yang penyabar wah.. i would sue their asses off! berabis.. URGHHH!!!

seriously.. today just got from bad to worse to WORST!!

foood~ glorious foood~

2008-09-14T20:00:00.000+08:00

hey yoooo!! you know what.. banyak i cook today.. like, berabisly.. haha.. its because today ada majlis bertadarus at my place.. yeah.. =) even mummy started baking coz of this.. haha.. mummy ah.. mau ia kan baking, but kan pakai cake mixer (is that right?) inda pemandai.. sampai memerancit wah the mix.. luckily, a hero came along.. guess who? its BABAH.. haha.. mummy's hero.. toinkz~ babah pulang very handy in the kitchen.. LOL..

owh2.. for tonight's menu..

spaghetti

nasi kurang lemak (usual nasi lemak has santan, but babah's no santan)

and for desert..

mummy's cake (i have no idea what its called)

banana pudding (my own)

and the outcome :

the banana pudding.. =D they liked it.. wahoo..

labih2 the spaghetti.. haha.. laku jua.. =D

although even after that joyful night, by the end of the day.. I MISS MY PHOOOOOOONEE!!!!

AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-13T15:41:00.000+08:00

you know what.. today is definitely NOT my day.. really.. you wanna know what happened? my hp got confiscated.. urgh! STREESSSSS!!!! and that time masa kan balik udah tu.. like WTF! like come on.. how are we gonna know if our parents are already picking us up? berabis.. that time we were arah GBL, minding our own business.. kalinya out of nowhere si BITCH atu came and confiscated our hp.. like what?! banar.. berabis.. gila wah tu.. Me, Ash and Bibi's phone were confiscated along.. like seriously.. badluck eh today.. malang berabiiiisssss.. gila.. orang puasa pun jadi marah2.. like, man.. come on bah.. seriously.. AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

this was masa the UNO game last time.. this was the only pic i could find with me holding my HP.. huhu.. i miss you my sweet..

8 ball

2008-09-12T18:49:00.001+08:00

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d.u.u.u.h..

2008-09-12T14:26:00.001+08:00

OMG! i forgot how to usai my blog.. haha.. damn.. batah udah wah tu mengusai blog.. shiit.. edz, help meeeeee.. i know you will right babe? i'm coming over a.s.a.p.. *zooming out of the house* eh wait.. no car.. "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!" - LOL

anyway, im bored here at home, seriously.. there's really not much to do.. chat? watch tv - nothing good is on.. plus astro busted.. err.. makan? cannot.. puasa uhh.. exercise? too malas.. maybe later..

owh right.. di malam bah.. something horrific happened.. my ex si daniel wants to go back with me.. *thunder and lightning* um, so anyway, and i was like, eww.. dude, come on.. how in the world did he get my contacts.. like, come on.. i dont go back with EXs.. like, come on.. eww.. trash much? plus ia yang ego in the first place.. di bawa bekawan, inda ia mau.. like come on.. you know what he said? i dont befriend exes.. hah! like, come on.. i was happy that ia inda mau anything to do with me.. dude, i was in hell when i was with you.. anyway, i was never happy when i was with him..

anyway, i got to go now.. :) i have to come up with something for sungkai.. banana pudding again? err.. puspa? mee tiaw? entah eh.. i'll think of something lah later.. :) cherio~

catching up

2008-09-11T12:34:00.000+08:00

hey, its Mira.. =D yeah i deleted my old blog and made a new 1.. lol.. so yeah..

owh right, my exam is almost over!!! thank god.. Saturday will be my last one.. urgh.. it was one hell of a week.. couldnt sleep for like, more than one week? only about a few hours of sleep each day.. tapi yang calinya, i couldnt sleep bukan pasal studying.. but pasal ONLINE!! haha.. damn.. i dont know what will come of my result.. like, seriously..

i've finished my Physics exam, it was alright.. i'm sorry T.mariah if i couldnt meet up to your expectations.. Literature, haha.. i had to MEMBUAL AGAIN.. hahaha.. i seriously had no idea what to write.. like, berabisssss... the poetry bit i find ok.. but paper 4 on Julius Caesar.. like OMFG!! i was as blank as an A4 paper.. seriously, i didnt know anything.. like, what to write about.. so like, i chose passage (b) right? and it was a conversation of Brutus and Cassius.. like, hell, i didnt understand a thing that was going on.. shiiit.. so i was like, "ok, just write whatever.. janji inda kosong paper" so yeah i did.. and filled about the pages of paper.. huhu.. Cher, dont scold me yea? :(

owh right, masa Monday was Maths, like wth!!! i actually cried doing that.. like, berabiss.. especially before the P6 exam.. panicked much? but yeah.. seriously, P6 was hard.. statistics wah tu.. like, come on.. i bet ramai orang would agree on it hands down yang P6 maths is payah kan score.. the questions may seems easy.. but NOOOOOOOOO.. it is actually twisted so that payah orang kan score.. like, you can actually be misleaded by it.. so yeah..

owh chem is coming up soon.. that will be on Saturday.. *sigh~* my last exam.. finally.. no more studying.. no more sleepless nights!! (tia karang.. hahaha) owh2.. "CUTIIIIIIIIIIII.. HERE I COME!! hahaha" oooh oooh.. AS level is coming soon.. urgh.. MATHS.. you are definitely killing me! although i love you, but you're still torture!

*sigh~* well, i got to get back with the guys now.. heeh.. kan chill with the GBL.. i think dorang Nisa kan keluar exam ni.. X) i'll be updating soon.. maybe.. so for now, cherio~

p.s : GBL.. i labs youh!! Xp